You know how you try to hide something from God?
Like when your heart is beating so anxiously on those things of the earth and not of heaven?
Oh little one, do not be anxious about your feelings. God reads our hearts like and open book. He immerses himself in the beauty that is in every individual story and he falls in love with all the characters. He knows the good side of the antagonist and the darkest secrets of the protagonist, yet, he loves them all. Do not be ashamed to open your heart to God, darling. He is knocking, so just let him in.
“If you say, “But we knew nothing about this,” does not he who weighs the heart perceive it? Does not he who guards your life know it? Will he not repay everyone according to what they have done?” – Proverbs 24:12